Patsy’s nikki .047 – Christmas, and the effect of watching series

 

Happy Holidays!!! Thanks for the gifts! I love them all, it's the thought that counts and I thank you.

 

Almost everyone from my mom's side came and it was….. hilarious!

Lately I've been eating lot's of onigiri (with seeweeds filling) and lately I;ve been addicted to Uni (sea urchin) sashimi. *drools*

During the break I caved in with my original addiction (watching) hehe. I've watch a couple of series. A Korean drama called You're Beautiful and The Tudors Season 2 &3.

And whenever I watch asian series it makes me wanna eat their food. Like now Im also craving for kimchi and bulgogi :S hehehe yum yum!

I also bought a new dvd player for my dad and I tested it out with my ARASHI DVD… awesome!!!!!!!!!!

Patsy’s nikki .046- Sunday morning and my head is aching

 

"there is nothing like old school music, sunshine, breakfast and warm and cozy feeling Sunday morning gives."

 

I've always had a bad case of migraine and it could be triggered by anything… like not drinking coffee, too much light, eye strain, or it could be from waking up at 6 in the morning to the voice of your dad shouting at your brother. This is the stressful part of my weekend or any night… here's the deal they always fight and every night, one concept my dad can't understand is that my brother is at his teens he want to go out and have some fun and sometimes one forgets about the wee hours of the day... and second thing is that he spends too much time with his boyfriend.

And here I am trying to savor my weekend by getting the much deserving sleep that I need, when I heard my dad shouting at the top of his lungs. I woke up abruptly and the moment I stood up the blood is rushing in my head. Then after that I went to the other room to see my brother packing his clothes and is ready to leave, I guess they just can't agree to disagree.

I talked to them both but hey boys will be boys. I told them that it could be good for both if they get some air and space.

With that throbbing pain in my head I ate and had coffee and went back to bed…

 

 

Looking forward to a great week ahead..

Patsy’s nikki .045 – Optimism, at the end of the day…

The week that was...

The previous week wasn't that good, things happened and bruised emotions are everywhere and one of them was mine.

Then I contemplated the whole weekend and it was a good thing that it was a long one, I thought all the things that had happened to us and what lessons it gave us; after all what we need is a light at the end of the tunnel.

Do you remember the hash tag in twitter #ImThankfulFor ? it reminded me of my old self. Someone thought me something, things happen for a reason, and be thankful for the things that you have right now, appreciate it, love it, savor it, we will only live once.

I appreciate everything that I have right now. My family, My friends who I think are the best in the world ( Now I understand why I lost the ones that I had… ) I have the most amazing person who loves me no matter what (6 months and counting), I have the most amazing job that I love and it makes me happy to go to work every day. I have the most amazing and generous friends in the web (Aj, Fidel, Jes, Lacey). Overall I do have an awesome life… it may not be perfect (who is?) but I love it and I'm living it. I take it day by day, see everything from the ground and experience it all. I'm still living my dream and chasing thunders but that is what life is all about- be optimistic, live ahead, never give up, don't "try" things just do them and if you fail learn from it('cause trying is doing something with an excuse if things go bad). Take each day as an episode and at the end of the day there is a lesson learned, always look at the light at the end of the tunnel and we will make it thru…



We all have our ups and downs, low key and high, we get frustrated, hurt, illogical, emotional and we may fail to see the what we should really be seeing (this happens to me) but I've learned to breathe, think and look back… and up till now I'm trying to be optimistic…

Patsy's nikki .044 - the power of dreaming

my first moleskine plain notebook, originally uploaded by patsy_p.

I've had my eyes on this baby since i first saw it. this is what we call my "dream notebook". I know, as odd as it may seem I've always wanted to buy this.
every time i would check out book stores i would always browse and look for the latest additions.

This black leather plain notebook, has always been my number one choice.


talking about the power of positive thinking and dreams.. :)