Wednesday, January 28, 2009

cubie

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Patsy's nikki .019

> "pwede bang mag pa memory extraction then deretso sa recyle bin? then empty it? actually... shift delete nlng! ay! reformat na!" - quote for the day.... yes.. i better reformat me... naks! junks...clutters... tsk tsk..


> teaching kate and lhez how to play guitar.. hmmmm.... the jedi master is in! yeah!

> there are a few things i want to do this week..

- eat okonomiyaki
- go to sta. cruz for our food trip adventure... i miss the whole A1 class.... nivel uno! yeah!

> remembering college.... i went there last Saturday.. and it brings back memories... 20% good.... 80% bad... yes.... but with that 80% i've learned a lot... esp. dealing with people...

> i just dont get Fermina Daza (heroine in Love in the time of Cholera..) i just don't get her.... tsk tsk.... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm............... errrr... i really have trouble finishing it.... the story is emotionally draging and heavy... sheeesh.............. true love...

> i learned something today.... P A N T S... i know.. for those who know the game.... yes... major looser moment... (L- in the forehead) i just figured it out.. we never finished the game.. place animals name things score

> shet shet shet tlga..... shetnesss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hay.....~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!





besos! XD


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Sunday, January 25, 2009

Tying it up: SP!

note: this is a part of "tying it up!" that i removed....


tiny lights are everywhere, it's been 30 mins. since she sat down.

the wind is cold and somewhat warm leaves are swaying and she pulled the zipper of her jacket higher. "an hour" she thought "i'll wait an hour... i'm giving it a chance"

she left a message, she left a clue, now it's a matter of faith.

She was trying to figure out what this means, if he comes will she have the courage to say how much pain she's in?


"20 more..."

the morning before is not so promising, it was gloomy..

It started to rain, she stood up and started walking towards the shelter.

She's always been waiting, frustration kills her. every move , gesture he makes is shouting out a message "you're not going to be part of my life." and everyday for the past months it has always been like this. it's not courage but stupidity.

They've been here before, he knows where to find her.

She was skeptical, she will wait, she has faith. but the more this hope grows the more she dies. does he even give her the same amount of care that he gives other people. she doesn't even get a minuscule of it. but still here she is.


waiting...

then the rain poured.

'6 more mins..."


"6 more...."


Monday, January 19, 2009

self inflicted...


Self Inflicted - Katy PerryRemember when I dove into the crowd And I got a bloody knee under my skin, a mark from wiping out It brings back the memories Every bone's been broken And my heart is still wide open I can’t stop Don’t care if I lose Baby you are the weapon I choose These wounds are self inflicted I’m going down *in flames* for you Baby you are the weapon I choose These wounds are self inflicted One more thing I’m addicted too With each scar there’s a map that tells a story what a souvenir of Young love's like jumping out An airplane riding a tidal wave on an ocean of emotion My heart rips me wide open I can’t stop Don’t care if I lose Baby you are the weapon I choose These wounds are self inflicted I’m going down *in flames* for you Baby you are the weapon I choose These wounds are self inflicted One more thing I’m addicted too And I cover up these scars (We’ll make it we’ll make it but we break it) And I can’t stop seeing stars (lets hope not die) Whenever you’re around Around I can’t stop Don’t care if I lose Baby you are the weapon I choose These wounds are self inflicted I’m going down in flames for you oohhh you are the weapon I choose These wounds are self inflicted One more thing I’m addicted to I can’t stop no I can’t stop no I can't stop Ohh I’m going out in flames Ohh I’m going down in flames Ohhhh Baby you are the weapon I choose Baby you are the weapon I choose...

Thursday, January 15, 2009

death note...

> remember this manga?




i still read it......


Tuesday, January 6, 2009

year ender post from pauvi

Where were you at the start of 2008?
> home

What was your status by Valentine's day of 2008?

>hopeful.. nah! Single!

Did you have to go to the hospital?
>Yep, for my lola.

Did you have any encounters with the police?
>None

What did you purchase over 500?
>Bag, Clothes


Did you know anybody who got married?
>Yep!

Did you know anybody who passed away?
>YES...... :'(

What sporting events did you attend?
>None

What concerts/shows did you go to?
>zero

Where do you live now?
>Pasay

Describe your birthday.
>Kagura! Okonomiyaki party

What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did?
> hah! took a risk....


Any new additions to your family?
>Yep

What was your best month(s)?
>June

Who was your best drinking buddy?
> madami e...

Made new friends?
> Yep

Any regrets?
> yep.... millions!

What do you want to change this 2009?
>the way things that are going south... (basta. madami..)

Overall, how would you rate 2008?
- 2

Have any life changes in 2008?
> Yep... realizations...

How old did you turn last year?
>21

Did anything embarrassing?
> Hah! madami

Be honest - did you watch American Idol?
> Nope!

Start a new hobby?
> chasing rulers.... hahahaha.. joke.... hmmmm.. wala naman


Are you happy to see 2008 go?
> SUUUPER!!!

Drank Starbucks in 2008?
>Yep! :D

Been naughty or nice?
> Naughty!

What are you wishing for in 2009?
> something to start over with clean slate.

Lost someone?
>Yes.


Was involved in something you'll never forget?
> very much

Cooked a gross meal?
> nope

Lost something important to you?
> yes....

Got a gift you adore?
> all of them! (mie's stencil, joyce's paper doll, smurf's tripod)

Tripped over a coffee table?
- No

Dyed your hair?
- No

Came close to losing your life?
>yeah.

Went to a party?
- YES!

Read a great book?
> bunch of them

2008: FRIENDS AND ENEMIES

Did you meet any new friends this year?
- YES.

Did you dislike anyone?
>.......... daigaku days

Did you grow apart from anyone?
> yes!

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
> yep....

2008: YOUR BIRTHDAY

Did you have a cake?
> Yes! the chibi one..

Did you get any presents?
>Yep..

2008: ALL ABOUT YOU

Did you change at all this year?
- Yes

Did you change your style?
-Yes

Were you in school?
>no!

Did you have a job?
- Yes.

Did you drive?
>No

Did anyone close to you give birth?
- None

Did you go on any vacations?

>Yep!

Would you change anything about yourself now?
> yeah

2008: WRAP UP

Was 2008 a good year?
.NO

Monday, January 5, 2009

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Patsy's nikki .006

Feliz nuevo año!

WARNING: info overload!

>I flipped a coin asking whether I should ask the question or what. It always says “no” but I still did it… O.o …. (once is enough, twice is too much, trice=are you drunk?)

>It was nice spending the holidays with family…

>still need to catch up on my reading…

>been watching too much series and movies I just finished (This Season) O.o

Alias (Season 3&4)

30 Rock (S 1)

How I met your mother (S1)

Dirty Sexy Money (S1&2) [BFF!! I finally bought it!]

Bones (S 3&4)

Densha Otoko

Movies:

Sense and Sensibility

Densha Otoko Movie

>Having a hard time writing “Tying it up!”

> My wish list no. 1 didn’t come true!!!!!!!!! Whaaaaaaaaa~~~~!!!!

> LHDP 7th season!!! on wed!! Hugo Silva!!!!

> Abram! Thanks for including me in the gm last night… and yes, may pasok na!!

> Mahirap tanggalin ang mga bagay na nakasanayan na…

> Kate! Tama ka para lng un drugs.. mahirap ma-addict… hahaha…

> Aby, alam ko na kung bakit tayo nagkakasundo… pwahahaha! Thanks pla sa hospitality nung pumunta ako sa inyo… and thanks nung 31st…. alam mo na kung bakit… hmmmm..masarap kumanta...

> My winner alaga.. fifi.. thanks for the new year message…

> Mie, I hope nagustuhan mo surprise ko… ta~~~dah!!!!

> It’s time to cut that rope…

> From Gray ‘Many flower is born to blush unseen, and waste its sweetness on the desert air.’

>Shakespeare: ‘…like patience on a monument, smiling at grief.’

> kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! The year ended but my wish no.1 never happened!!!

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