Patsy's nikki .037 "the 8th month speech"

So I was preparing for the speech that would bring me back 8 months ago, I have planned everything and when i say everything every small detail. And so i was really to say it all, when the unexpected happened. O.o' it felt like hitting a wall in full speed, then Bang! reality bites!

The signs are there, i was just too stubborn to see them. (yeah i know.. again!)

I'll just suck it up and let it things go their way...

So there, i dont know if i'm still gonna do it 'cause it feels like it's pointless na... and yes, i know what the outcome will be...

I need to start moving na... i dont want to be stuck in this place...