Tying it up: SP!

note: this is a part of "tying it up!" that i removed....


tiny lights are everywhere, it's been 30 mins. since she sat down.

the wind is cold and somewhat warm leaves are swaying and she pulled the zipper of her jacket higher. "an hour" she thought "i'll wait an hour... i'm giving it a chance"

she left a message, she left a clue, now it's a matter of faith.

She was trying to figure out what this means, if he comes will she have the courage to say how much pain she's in?


"20 more..."

the morning before is not so promising, it was gloomy..

It started to rain, she stood up and started walking towards the shelter.

She's always been waiting, frustration kills her. every move , gesture he makes is shouting out a message "you're not going to be part of my life." and everyday for the past months it has always been like this. it's not courage but stupidity.

They've been here before, he knows where to find her.

She was skeptical, she will wait, she has faith. but the more this hope grows the more she dies. does he even give her the same amount of care that he gives other people. she doesn't even get a minuscule of it. but still here she is.


waiting...

then the rain poured.

'6 more mins..."


"6 more...."