Thursday, October 30, 2008

lies... makes the world go round

no man who ever walked the earth has skipped the art of lies..

Lies.. Lies.. Lies

as wikipedia said :A '''lie''' (also called '''prevarication'''), is a type of [[deception]] in the form of an untruthful statement, especially with the intention to deceive others, often with the further intention to maintain a secret or reputation, protect someone's feelings or to avoid a [[punishment]]. ''To lie'' is to state something that one knows to be [[false]] or that one has not reasonably ascertained to be true with the intention that it be taken for the [[truth]] by oneself or someone else. A [[liar]] is a person who is lying, who has previously lied, or who tends by nature to lie repeatedly.

sometimes people tell us what we want to hear not what we have to hear, and they use lies to keep you from getting hurt but the more they're keeping it from you the more painful it gets.

we use lies to protect the people love, to keep relationships from being destroyed, to make the other person feel better.

we tell them the truth and it'd go both ways... good or bad...

we tell them a lie and it'd go both ways... good and bad...


"you'll tell them it's ok even if it's not, you tell them that it's over when it's not... you tell them you don't love them anymore but whenever you see them you fall 20 feet inside when you see them, you'll them everything they want to hear.. but in the end we're all living in lies.."









Wednesday, October 29, 2008

what the?!? today's horoscope..

Gemini

The Bottom Line

It looks like one of your more shallow friendships is moving to a much deeper level.

In Detail

It looks like one of your more shallow friendships is moving to a much deeper level -- this is wonderful, but some of your older friends might be getting a little bit jealous that this newer person is taking up so much of your free time. This is a tough time for juggling people, and it could be stirring up some resentment. Try to integrate this new person into group activities so that everyone can spend more time with you -- and get to see how wonderful this person is.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Tying it up! 002: seeking when not looking

Title: Tying it up! 002: seeking when not looking…
ID: 4676287
Category: Entertainment
Description: The second installment of Tying it up!
Copyright Year: © 2008
Language: English
Country: United States
Keywords: drama, comedy, mystery, romance

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002. Tying it up episode 2 – seeking when not looking…

“What did I finally said?” she turned and blushed; she can feel her blood running to her head and her insides being twisted.

“I knew it! So? What’s the verdict? Is it a go? A stop? In or out? C’mon! Tell me! We’ve known each other for two years now so how was it?” he said. If only there is a very laudable way to take him off this topic she could have done it the first time he gave his speech about his so-called “dream”.

“First off, what the hell are you talking about? And is this a therapy session?” she said.

“Julianne! Whatever it is that you want me to do for you to get this off your chest I’d do it so that we can win this case… so if you want me to be your shrink…”

Stubbornness and guts us what makes her. She’s not the type who jumps into the wagon of help, she’d rather let it pass than talk about it but this time she’s too tired for that.

“Okay fine! Yes, I finally asked and it didn’t go well. Look, I’m happy that I finally got it out but the thing is I want more, more than what I have right now.” She said.

Kyle with narrowed eyes leaned towards her and puts his hands on her shoulders and said “look around you, what are you looking for? From day one I’ve seen you work hard to get all these, your internship, your research that almost got you arrested once because you tried hanging out with those kids just to get the address of the baker. And also the day you became friends with the mafia because you believed in him that scared the hell out of us. You are a daredevil, so what is it? And also the time when the judge almost locked you away because you came in the middle of the session and you keep shouting “Brooklyn! Brooklyn!” just to give us the unexamined documents that can prove the defendant guilty and lying! So?”

“I want to be a P.I. I know you know that, I can have double role and also it’s for the firm’s best I can work double role you know how much I love investigating but I also want to stand there in court and fight it out. I know it may look like I’m being selfish and I want it all but I just want to do it. And I asked my best friend! I asked Lennie to talk to the old Cornwell! But he said something about having a ‘clean slate’. I don’t know it’s just I don’t know how to accept that something so easy and good is hard and difficult to get all because of a ‘clean slate’.” She was furious but happy knowing that she knows what she wants and she fought for it; this is just the beginning she thought.

Having Bishop Cornwell as your boss can be one of the most fulfilling thing in the world, a great mentor and senior at the age of fifty he is one if the best public defender. Montmayer&Cornwell firm is a private firm that lends a hand to the state or district whenever they need one to represent for them. Lawyers from this firm are well known for their conviction rate and how well they handle things.

“Just think about what he said for a while, I know how ego-crashing it can be but we’re not meant to get it all.” He said.

She sat down and they finished prepping.

That afternoon as what she would always do to think she went to “Pete’s Box” a diner/bar that they always go to. Julianne’s been going here since she was young, to eat, think, and talk to Pete.

Peter Leveonnie or Pete as what they call him is the Italian owner of the place. Now at the age of sixty he awes the people who see him still running the place hands on. His gray hair great tall stance and fatherly smile always made her feel welcome and at home.

“Julianne! Milkshake?” he said. She came it hanged her coat and sat at the stool at bar.

“You look pale and ready to fight. What did you do to Kyle? Did he bully you again? Is he being a pain in the ass? See what happens when you put two stubborn people together?” he said.

At her last year in law school Jules entered the firm as an intern, she was a paralegal and Kyle’s assistant. The free spirited girl who never believed that what you see in paper is true, and has always caused so much trouble that really got into Kyle’s nerves. They would always argue a lot about the conventional ways of handling the case and such but even if there were a lot of intellectual arguments the two admire each other professionally and let’s say there was a time when they admired each other.

“No, Pete it’s not Kyle. Surprisingly though he was nice today, I think he’s up to something.” She said before she takes a sip on her milkshake then she grasped “Oh! Maybe he’s on drugs! Or he’s on this 10 steps program and making amends! But my best guess is that he wants to take me to his mother’s for their monthly dinner because he can’t ask his girls.” They laughed and went on.

“So?” he said. He began with his serious look. “You will never talk about it right? It’s been three months and still I’ve only seen you cry once.” He said.

“You know I asked Bishop if I can train so to that my P.I license and he said I need to clean some slates. Bishop and Walter practically trained me they know my strengths and weaknesses maybe there is something that I’m not seeing.” Jules said. She just sat there looked at her milkshake and sighed. She’s tired and still a lot has to be done and she wants to push the reset button if there is one. Pete walked to the other side of the bar and sat at one of the stools beside Jules and said: “Don’t change the subject you know what I mean. And I think it’s about time to talk about Billy.”


what my name means....

according to blogthings.com my name means:


You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.